You glance across the kitchen. ..
Oh god, that look. You know that look.
The look that says ‘Please can we do it tonight, please can we get it on?‘
It’s been ages since you last did it.
How long has it been?
Too long to bear thinking about.
You tell yourself you’ve been busy… Life gets in the way, right?
This probably isn’t natural.
Everyone else you know is doing it.
Everyone else seems to be enjoying it.
But not you.
Oh god, not tonight.
You can’t face it.
You can’t be bothered.
It’s too much effort. You don’t have the energy.
Then it begins...
You hardly touch me any more.
You barely even look at me.
Don’t you find me sexy?
Amn’t I doing it for you?
You feel guilty.
You want to want it.
You want to be loving it like before.
Like the early days when you couldn’t get enough.
When it was exciting.
Oh, if only it could be like that again.
You’ve not been interested in a while.
The truth is you’re just not turned on by it any more.
If only you knew how to get that spark back…
To be continued…
This blog was written by Raw Food Scotland's previous owner, Emma Calvert. You can reach her at her new website, https://missmanifestation.com/